WARNING: A LOT OF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT THIS SHIZ. IT'S LIKE THE INSIDE OF A PUMPKIN. IF YOU DON'T WANT IT, TAKE IT OUT. IF YOU DO, MAKE A PIE.
This journal's about to get a lot longer. Mainly, I feel I owe people an apology and an explanation for this shit
[link] . I wanna point out a few things as well, but we'll save that for the last bit.
First and foremost, I apologize directly to Miss Anne. You are a beautiful, intelligent and creative person, whose presence on DA and on Earth are worthwhile. Your life is precious, and would only be wasted in an early death. I have respect for you, and I'm sorry things evolved the way they did.
As for anyone else, I owe no apology to you. Let me explain what really happened..I expressed happiness, Mr. Dante asked why, and I responded that I was finally getting to see my father after nearly a month. This aroused a completely negative response of "I hate my dad" and shit like that, and I told them they should be grateful to their parents, at least for bringing them into the world. Then, Miss Anne said she didn't care about her life.
And I said, "Alright then, go ahead and die."
What I was doing, like I do on most people like that, was using
REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY. I do this to every "suicidal", but hear me out. It works.
If someone declares that they're going to kill themselves, the last thing they expect to hear is someone telling them it's alright. The human response would be "No! Don't!" followed by reasons why they should stay. When you tell someone to die like I did, you get them to think. As those who were there recall, I mentioned people who were truly suffering and still fighting for life, what her death would do to those she cares about and her community, and things of that nature. We probably would've ended the conversation with a little bit of a higher value on the life she had. But here's the thing; I didn't get to finish, which put me in a position as the bad guy.
What I'm doing is bringing out the negative aspects of dying in comparison to the positive aspects of living. When people praise and beg people not to commit suicide, they'll talk about it more because it gets them positive attention.
So all in all, my deepest apology to Anne, but to the rest of you, wow. You guys deserve nothing.
Now it's time for my two cents worth.
I mean, the last time I did this, it was in a room full of people with sues and things of that nature, and THEY understood it and appreciated it once I was finished. Good effing non-existant god, if they could do it, why couldn't you people?
I got ALONG with the people in there, and you guys got along with me. We had a good friendship, I guess, and y'all throw me out and judge me on ONE instance, even after I sent a note to the chat owner explaining what I was doing. Yeah, that's friendship, gaiz. You've known me for how long? I think it'd be long enough to know when a comment like that isn't real. But nah, you guys didn't even think about that. You were all too eager to toss out a so called friend without thinking or hearing it out. Way to effing go.
Oh, and dude, if you want to "Stop the Madness" you don't
SCREENCAP AND POST THAT SHIT . You let it drop. Like an old potato.
A friend'll tell you what you want to hear. A good friend will tell you what you HAVE to hear. So do what you want, ban me, whatever. I've gotten out what I have to say, and I have real friends, good friends.
By the way, to a certain person who commented on the shitstorm up there, a GREAT time to come in and show me what for is when I'm idle. Tard. At least I don't waltz into chatrooms and bash everyone in there. I don't even slander- just fool around. Lol. If I have something negative that, for some reason, is important enough to be said, I'll tell you right to your face. I don't bash people and take it seriously, gaiz. c:
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I'm really sorry for the snail-in-molasses progress with the requests, guys. I got a lotta stuff on my plate.
Thank you all bunches for your patience and understanding, loads of love to all
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Well, guesswut gaiz. I think I'll open up requests and art trades once more. I NEED to draw more..
Also, if you think you'd like to see something from me that isn't necessarily your character or anything like that, just ask. It won't count as a request XD
I'll take a few of each, and do mention if you want it done traditionally or digitally. Oh, and if you already have a request..please don't ask unless absolutely nobody else has. I like to try to keep things fair..cB
Y'all know the drill..XDD Notes would be preferred, but you can comment as well this time..just please PLEASE leave a ref.
Note: I don't do recolors unless you want me to redesign them. Sorry D:
Requests:
1 ~
dragongirl17 (Done!)
2 ~
Stormvolt (Done!)
3 ~
raypbrooks (Done!)
4 ~
LTheHero (sketched)
5 =
shadowsoldier247 (partially sketched)
6 ~
VermX (Pending)
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Art trades:
1 ~
Jenikfayce2
3
4
5
Suggestions/Misc.
Unlimited for now.
By the way, thanks bunches to the few who commented on the last journal. I'm going to try to take your suggestions to heart, and the comments were very lovely to read! However, ~
JikooRanger has most of my non-Sonic art..I'll try to get it back. But in the meantime, you can go whore him 8D
Addi-Chan wtf...and news. PLEASE READ.
Tired
Disgust
Disbelief
Bliss
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